March 2nd, 2005

I swear I have like 5 entries I’ve written but haven’t posted it. I guess I’ve just been stressed with school and busy with activities to release them without context. So since the last entry I’ve had been furiously working on an a CS assignment dealing with the antiquated language of SML . In the end we were only able to solve 3 out of 4 problems :dunno

So last friday I went to a friends cocktail party. The invitation said dress “formal” of course I went in a suit and tie. it happened was a bad idea in the sense of utility. Fortunately I got to tie up some loose ends with the chick I’ve been astranged with. Alcohol is always the crutch for normally timid girls. Anyways the nucleus of the night was the open bar which I took great advantage of. Yadda yadda yadda, I’m at my 27 year old female next neighbors house at 6 am. “Pretty extreme” as my friend Nasim coined…

Then just one of my friends from out of town came by unexpectedly with his friends. So that meant teh day consisted of playing Street Fighter Alpha 3 and making beats. I ended up selling my first beat to them. Interesting. Here’s a link to a crazy freestyle session we had.

The Game Needs Me

February 18th, 2005

I was going to stay in tonight. It’s 1 am and I got the drunk dial so I guess I’m heading out. Expect an exciting tour of my day ins and outs in the next post. Peace! BTW Saigon’s “Cold World” beat is so soulful!

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Night Trap

February 16th, 2005

This has been on my mind for months now. There’s no other way to release my pain and stress then talk about it…….I live in fear everyday because I live with a psycho voodoo bitch. Fuck it, I’m exposing her. This is much needed therapy for me,

I feel like I’m living in the video game night trap with I have a vicious female psychopath trying to attack me an every turn

I swear she has a voodoo doll and is trying to place a hex on me.

One time a few weeks ago I woke up to her standing right next to my bed staring at me, but then she just told me to move my car so she could get out. Can you feel me??
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2005 Predictions*

February 15th, 2005
  • Television and PC convergence
  • I don’t watch tv, however I help pay a cable bill for my couch potato roommates. I guess the main reason is that the internet has so much to offer; it actually challenges me and makes me think. Moreover I get shit on demand. If I want to view the latest episode of Samurai Champloo (only broadcasted in Japan) I go and download the torrent, soon there after I’m viewing it, commercial free and fan dubbed.

  • Social Anxiety From Online Communities
  • Some of my entries in this blog have already put me in a hot water with some acquaintances. Expect people to be living through there online life a little too much. It won’t surprise me to see as a Yahoo headline “Teen kills 2 classmates over Blog entry”.

  • More Celeb Sex Tapes
  • My boy passed me this digusting porno video of former “wrestler” Chyna with some other washed up “wrestler”. I peeped it out of pure curiousity only to be scarred for life. The video attempts to a “stolen home video” but was obviously made for mass production. Why do thes people do such stupid things? I guess just to extend there 15 minutes of fame. The bright side of these things is that the public forgets really quickly. Uou can do release a tape “randomly” right after your latest film/album bombs to divert attention from your failure. Expect a Britney or Timberlake tape in the future.

  • Online Buzz
  • I still haven’t figured out how this works. By the time you’ve been hit it’s too late. As people emigrate more and more to the net, it becomes more revelant and acceptable. Online buzz has turned a former daytime talk show contestant into a West Coast thug (multi platinum) rapper. I’m talking about Game. Dude came out of nowhere with no single before “How We Do”. Mixtape appearences that were downloaded by hip hop listeners boosted Game’s buzz. Moreover word of mouth with movies like Napoleon Dynamite that proved very effective. For our generation, businesses know that the net is the best way to get us. If everyone is talking about it, it MUST be worth you’re time, right?

    *I actually wrote this over a month ago but like the majority of my entries, I didn’t publish it.

    Your Bitch is A Hoe?

    February 14th, 2005

    Essence Magazine, a lifestyle magazine for today’s African-American woman (now ironically owned by Whites :rolleyes) has a “Take Back The Music” campaign focusing on Hip Hop’s perception of Black Women as sexual objects basically.

    I read the article and the supporting quotes from various people in the industry….as interesting it some of explainationas and

    I just get tired of this empty rhetoric.

    1. Women choose to be in those videos, bottomline. Art is imitating life,
    there are actually women shakling it like this (I’ve seen it)

    2. Nelly makes a valid point
    3. Women of all races are exploited.
    4. This is not unique to Hip Hop, John Mayer exploits the emotioons of teen girls

    5. Goes both ways. Men are viewed as an ends to a mean, thus the cycle repeats
    See Destiny’s Child’s “Solider”

    6. Instead of attacking hip hop (this tactic is getting really old) be responsible for your kids if you are concerned that little Johnny is seeing adult women shake their shit
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    Word Association!

    February 8th, 2005

    Just a quick update to start out Feburary. I’m the crazy mental patient and you’re Freud. I’m sure you get the idea. Feel free add a subject in the comments.

    • The Wu-Tang Manual :: a must for any Wu fan :smile
    • Anonymous Blogs :: my next venture :hsugh
    • Wireless Mp3 players :: watch Steve Jobs steal my idea :bling
    • Arsenal :: what happened? :ugh
    • “Mary Anne” :: no comment :tear
    • MySpace Stalkers :: “I saw you with headphones on at…” :whoad
    • Feb 14th :: how about this! :sleep
    • Sorority Girls :: just stop :vomit

    Jackie O?

    February 6th, 2005

    So I’m working on an assignment for my Programming Concepts class and my next door neighbor from my apartment complex last year IM’s me. She is one fo those types of people who just starts AIM conversations to procrastinate from homework rescue her from boredom. Since it’s good to have some stimulation while coding I oblige.

    Basically from my memories of living in my old apartment complex she is addicted to red wine and would often barge in to my apartment with dubious intentions when heavily inebriated.

    I nicknamed her Jackie O because she always wears big thick ass black Sunglasses similar to the Notorious BIG and of course Jackie Onassis (former first lady)

    Anyways she liked the nickname so much she refers to herself as Jackie now. (I’m such a trendsetter :wink)

    So she takes this roleplaying to extreme lengths now. She called me John as in JFK (Jackie’s husband for the non-Westerners) and tries to seduce me via instant messenger!? What type of sadistic person does this? There’s one answer to that. An Attention Whore.

    They comes in all shapes and sizes. Attempting to use their body or implied sexual advances to get what they want. But……….what do they want? Just the mental placebo of feeling as if you control someone? Sounds like a lot of effort for a minimal gain to me.

    Sure there are male attention whores too. I don’t mean to bash women. However they are harder to spot. A guy who attempts to make himself look better at the expense of others is an attention whore. Or one who attempts to cockblock another is an attention whore. I don’t deal with that shit often so I won’t dive further into that aspect.

    After my lengthy IM conversation I realized that she wouldn’t be able to tell the difference between my responses and program that was instructed to return a supplicating response. Seriously think about that…..all of a sudden one realizes that the conversation was entirely inconsequential. This means that I could have acheived the same end result if I had put no effort in.

    Effectively it is mental masturbation for her. Being the a supple young male, that doesn’t cut it for me. It’s a nice gesture when my focus is elsewhere (homework) but don’t I think to logical to get off on assuming emotions based that I someone I talk to via text message or instant message.

    Anyways via this roleplaying she asks me (John) what I like about Jackie and what I would do to her. She starts telling me what she’s wearing I return the jab and just get to the point my telling her to just come over to my place. She hesitates of course and attempts in vain to act as if I’m out of line. Fuck this shit.

    Diamonds and Pearls

    January 30th, 2005

    Yeah, just like that Prince song. Damn! My blog entries are hotter! An unusual rant with the right mix intellect, sexual content and humor to sum up my thoughts of the week.

    But first allow me to promote this link that has Old Skool Bay Area Music videos. Definitely something any hip hop fan needs to check out. Moreover the “front” page has turned in to a guestbook so check that out here.


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    Blog Soap Operas and School

    January 24th, 2005

    Five updates in a month! Life really is interesting! Anyways this was a peculiar week.


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    Best and Worst of 2004

    January 17th, 2005

    People love to read lists. So I non-chalantly created a list of the Best and Worst 2004 had to offer, according to what interests me :blah . Is it shallow? Perhaps. Blunt? Very. Enjoy.


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