Archive for February, 2006

I don’t pander to women

Tuesday, February 14th, 2006

[Young Jeezy]That’s riiiiiight![/Jeezy] Any male who is celebrating Valentines Day has abdicated any respect his signifcant other had for him. She may not show it but in the back of her mind she’s thinking your soft. I’m not saying no man should treat their girlfriend or wife but just realize that you’re succumbing to social pressure. I almost did it, but I had the self control!

I’m at work today wondering if I just “do something” for this girl I’m “seeing”. Seeing you say? I sleep over at her place but we still haven’t had sex. She invited me over for dinner and I returned the favor. I dunno want she wants. We talk on IM at work daily and I decide to set the bait and she how she reacts. My astute conculsion at by the end of the work day was to cease communication with her. Indefinitely. Unless she contacts me of course.

Since I’m working ~40 hours weeks I’m not in a position to juggle women (during the week) as much as I did just months ago. I’m not opposed to the idea of being with one girl, in fact it would make my life much easier. I would most likely be a happier person and be more sucessful at work.

Unfortunately I know it would be a farce. I would think I’m lying to myself. There is so much opportunity at this point in my life and I’m wasting it with a girl I most likely will not marry. I see this dudes with their girlfriend and feel likfe I can see right through that bravado of their perfect relationship.

I’m not one to dwell on other peoples decisions in their own lives, but I can’t let that be me. I’ve lost count of how many women I’ve been with and that tells me something. I do feel like I’ve gained a great understanding of women but maybe it’s too good. I’ve become extremely cynical! That’s how I justify dating multiple women at once and not telling them about each other. Might as well strike first right?